Gunmax, I apologize for making this the first message I am sending you, especially after-
[A pause]
Shadowmaru has not responded to either my own messages or Kagerou's in months. I fear that it is my own fault, that the method of my arrival has made him-
[Another pause. Deckerd releases a quiet vent, then another]
I suppose what I am truly asking is...
What do you think it would take for Shado to answer again? I don't- I do not expect him to answer on my own behalf anymore. Whatever I did, it seems it is too broken to mend. But Kagerou needs him. That matters. That is important.
I do not always understand why you or Shado or anyone do the things that you do, and I just thought that... maybe the version of him you knew... maybe there would be some insight you could give me. Anything. Because if I cannot fix or solve what I have done, I at least-
I at least want to leave things better for Kagerou than the ruin I created.
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Date: 2024-06-14 02:49 am (UTC)[A pause]
Shadowmaru has not responded to either my own messages or Kagerou's in months. I fear that it is my own fault, that the method of my arrival has made him-
[Another pause. Deckerd releases a quiet vent, then another]
I suppose what I am truly asking is...
What do you think it would take for Shado to answer again? I don't- I do not expect him to answer on my own behalf anymore. Whatever I did, it seems it is too broken to mend. But Kagerou needs him. That matters. That is important.
I do not always understand why you or Shado or anyone do the things that you do, and I just thought that... maybe the version of him you knew... maybe there would be some insight you could give me. Anything. Because if I cannot fix or solve what I have done, I at least-
I at least want to leave things better for Kagerou than the ruin I created.