Deckerd lay crumpled on the floor like a discarded doll, optics strobing on and off as he twitched and seized. Sounds continued to bubble up from his mouth. Some of sounded human, some didn't, but all of it climbed higher and higher in pitch.
Deckerd was only faintly aware of anything outside of himself. There was noise, movement, but his whole world had narrowed down to scattered, disconnected audio and visual clips flashing through his mind at a frantic pace.
Red and red and snarling gold, "-if you crash around like a damn newbuild? If you break our only damn way of getting-"
Hands reaching out, a glimpse of a visor that scattered sparks through his mind. "-scared and stressed and in a new place, I get it, sugar. But you gotta stop and think, hun. If you hurt yourself tryin' to get back to Yuuta he's gonna be upse-"
"-ou keep that up," red and white and a scratchy voice that he wanted back before it'd even finished, "you are going to injure yours-."
Purple on purple lights that pulsed along to the words, “-you–move forward–with–what you’ve–learned-”
Angles and colors that hurt, that make Deckerd keen a noise that fell apart. "-ve, Deckerd. It's-"
A voice in his audial he no longer recognized as his own or understood, but there, there was a clip accompanying it of Yuuta smiling, Yuuta's mouth moving silently, Yuuta Yuuta Yuuta. Deckerd tried to reach out a hand for him but the video fell apart and all that was left was the great, teetering wall that loomed in his mind like a wave, obliterating everything in its path.
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Date: 2024-08-27 12:18 am (UTC)Deckerd was only faintly aware of anything outside of himself. There was noise, movement, but his whole world had narrowed down to scattered, disconnected audio and visual clips flashing through his mind at a frantic pace.
Red and red and snarling gold, "-if you crash around like a damn newbuild? If you break our only damn way of getting-"
Hands reaching out, a glimpse of a visor that scattered sparks through his mind. "-scared and stressed and in a new place, I get it, sugar. But you gotta stop and think, hun. If you hurt yourself tryin' to get back to Yuuta he's gonna be upse-"
"-ou keep that up," red and white and a scratchy voice that he wanted back before it'd even finished, "you are going to injure yours-."
Purple on purple lights that pulsed along to the words, “-you–move forward–with–what you’ve–learned-”
Angles and colors that hurt, that make Deckerd keen a noise that fell apart. "-ve, Deckerd. It's-"
A voice in his audial he no longer recognized as his own or understood, but there, there was a clip accompanying it of Yuuta smiling, Yuuta's mouth moving silently, Yuuta Yuuta Yuuta. Deckerd tried to reach out a hand for him but the video fell apart and all that was left was the great, teetering wall that loomed in his mind like a wave, obliterating everything in its path.
"Live your life with courage."